J-ust Eh???!

WTF.

Q ....LMAO. Bleah!!! Make it Happen.

Ending to a Beautiful Book

We finally settled our differences.

We finally ended it all.

For the better. For each other.

We finally talked it out. Trashed it out.

And came back as friends.

With more love and respect than we've ever had for each other .

No longer intimate . But stronger as friends.

I'll treasure the memories we've had together .

I'll wish each other happiness and dreams come true for everything we put our efforts and hearts to.

Looking ahead. Happy for each other.

A broken relationship. But not a broken heart.

Q .... I will Always love you baby.

A & A 4 eva.

Happy B Dae to Me. 09

The Humble Bumble is a remnant of another Bday cake Bliss bought for me by surprise . ^^

***Just another shining example of the much love and hugs my friends have given me the last couple of weeks when I was in an emotional turmoil. And am eternally grateful for them sharing their words of wisdom and support.***

(I was so busy and caught up with work that I literally walked right past it not knowing what was installed for me. Hahah.)


Getting older. Getting wiser.

Smiling for happiness. So that Happiness will make me smile.

Last year was the most roller coaster year of my life.

So much happened.

This year, I just wish for peace, love, kindness and all my hearts desire.

I've learnt alot. Hell lot.

And I'll move on to be a better me both for myself and for my loved ones and those who care.

Q ... once again thank you for all the love and support my friends have given me thru my darkest hours of need. God bless. ^^


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BTW: Got my fortune cookies for the new year. ^^ Broke them to see what the slips of paper inside have to say :

Cookie 1)

'Your frankness and outspoken manner are carried through all friendship and love attachments.'

Cookie 2)

'You have an unusual magnetic personality.'

Wink*

Simple words .....

Although simple words can mean so much or nothing.... I just want to believe that simple greetings at spot-on-timings from those who matter (my baby!) . Matters Hell LOT.

"Happy Birthday..." at the strike of Midnight.

After a long period of detachment and silence, is the greatest love there is.

Still, it does feel like nothing more than pain killers to a gaping wound, but its a start.

I want to set my intentions alight and be positive because all I have is Love.

Q .... Luv2luvuBB.
Appreciated beyond words.

1 Night only

To heaven and back.

A taste of opulence. A taste of the unimaginable.

Leaving in awe and overwhelm-ness.

Is it to be? Or not meant to be?

What's said.. maybe not? Or simplying being nice and staving away possible pain?

It that's the case. That's maturity and sweetness.

If not, still, it was a lovely time.

No love . No hate. :-)

U see?

Things happen for a reason and will be an eternal moment in time.

Q .. from paradise and back. It was nice. Thank you . E.

I don't want to be ....A Murderer?

It lingers.

The wiff. The aroma. The pheromones. Intoxicating.

I'm hooked.

Oh Rihanna, what did you sing ?!

Q ... faithless? Or has my heart ReOpened?

Is it My Fault? Do things happen for a reason?

One Night Stand. Alone.

It's exactly 7pm here in Kuala Lumpur.

First Class seats on my jouney here was expensive but worth it.

As I'm typing this in the executive lounge of my hotel suite, with the world famous Petronas Twin Towers behind him (as in LITERALLY BEHIND me; the view is magnificent.) , with a VIP-only Rave Party to head to tonight, I should be enjoying my self.

I should be leaving the problems where home is.

But , still, I'm left here staring at the beautiful scenery outside my window, wondering where my Baby is.

Is my Baby even thinking of me?

What's my baby doing back in Jakarta?

Cruel , my baby is.

I'm sad. I'm devastated. I'm lonely.

Waiting for an elusive message. Waiting for the elusive call.

I'm sad. I really am.

Q ... I pray for peace. Not numbness. I pray for my baby coming back to me.

I must be Mightier.

Let's talk about (No) Sex

The Dalai Lama, , on Friday said

sex spelt fleeting satisfaction and trouble later, while chastity offered a better life and "more freedom."

"Sexual pressure, sexual desire, actually I think is short period satisfaction and often, that leads to more complication,"

He said conjugal life caused "too much ups and downs.

"Naturally as a human being ... some kind of desire for sex comes, but then you use human intelligence to make comprehension that those couples always full of trouble. And in some cases there is suicide, murder cases," the Dalai Lama said.

He said the "consolation" in celibacy is that although "we miss something, but at the same time, compare whole life, it's better, more independence, more freedom," the Dalai Lama waxed eloquent on the Buddhist credo of non-attachment.

"Too much attachment towards your children, towards your partner," was "one of the obstacle or hindrance of peace of mind,"

he said.



I'm at a cross-roads myself. At a heartache.

The power of suggestion is strong when one's in a dire circumstance.


Q ... But I do not necessariy equate sex with love?

R.E.S.P.E.C.T pls

I really don't understand why relationships have to be made so complicated.

When you love some one, do you not show care, concern and respect ?

I'm not asking for money or blood.

All I asked is the simple action of consideration and integrity in one's actions and words.

Is this person's heart made of stone? ... When a promise is broken once too often, this person has become nothing more than a Liar (?!).
I don't want to acknowledge that . But my baby is becoming. :(:::

Q ....Is my heart made of stone?

Sigh.

A New Day Has Come

Q

LUV2LUVUBB

" Love to Love you Baby" is one of my all time fav. songs. ^^

Indeed. Hear it and you 'll be mesmerized by her purring. Her royal come-hither-ness.

She had come up with the lyric "Love to love you, baby" as the possible title for the song. Moroder, a top producer, in particular was interested in developing the new disco sound that was becoming increasingly popular, and used Summer's idea to develop the song into a raunchy disco track. He had the idea that she should moan and groan orgasmically, but Summer was initially reticent. Eventually she agreed to record the song and it ignited her career into the stratosphere and later on, into the international super star
she is today.

A string of Grammy awards, chart topping hits and albums; a living legend.

Check her out!:

Though she is most notable for her disco hits, Summer's repertoire has expanded to include contemporary R&B, rock, mainstream pop, and even gospel. Summer is one of the most successful female recording artists of the 1970s and 1980s, and still holds the record for having three consecutive double albums hit #1 on the Billboard charts. She also became the first female artist to have four number-one singles in a twelve-month period. According to her official MySpace page, Summer has sold over 130 million records worldwide

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