Eyes on The Goal

Stick to your own Guns and fire your own rounds. That's the only goal you need to focus on.

~ (Adrian, 2010)

Q

Every Dark Cloud has a Silver Lining.

Be the Bird. Be the Sky.

'I can't stand to fly. I 'm not naive. I've just stopped to find a better part of me.


I'm more than a bird. More than a plane. More than just a pretty face beside a train.

I wish that I could cry. Fall upon my knees. Find a way to lie. Bout a home I'll never see. Misunderstood but totally naive. Even heros have the right to bleed ... I may be disturbed but what you can see is that even heros have the right to dream.'

~ Goes my fav. song. 'Superman' by Five for Fighting.

I'm soon free.

I did secretly made a silent prayer that even I wasnt' fully aware of.

I should have been more specific.

But whatever it is, I'm free.

I may not be laughing. I may not grin. But I can heave a sigh of relief at the very least.

I am free.

Q... Not easy to be me.

No Bulls! Only great Wishes.

Hppy CNY for ya 'll Beautiful folks !^^



The year ahead will be in a financial turmoil for many one of us.

It's not gonna be a bullish year for businesses . Big bonuses are a thing of the recent past.

So let's be positive and hope for other things this year.

Such as romance (and lust!) . Happiness and a sense of accomplishment in what ever we do.

And hopefully pave the way ahead for better things to come.

Happy NIU Year!!!

Q.. XOXO

Piss Off

Between you and

I.

You're discriminating.

You're condescending.

You're unprofessional.

You're contradicting.


You're a f*cking B*tch-Hag.


Yes, I'd do what's necessary. You'll get what you deserve.


Q.... Piss off. , get an Education .

Smile at The D-evil

BARELY Clinging on.

Smile at the Devil. And he will smile back.

Q.... moving on and just doing my best. I'll feed on the pain and return a winner.

Too HOT !!!

When one's sick of their lives.

When one's tired of their relentless existence.

When one's twisted by the forces beyond their control.

Life stinks.

They become angry.

They want to seek an outlet.

They need help.

H-E-L-P
Q... Anger Management

Exxxhausted

I'm so dead tired.

Meeting the endless tide of personal and professional demands.

It's obscene.

Q ... eXXXhausted.

Good lord...

This is for Me.

That B*atch is going to wag that tongue of hers.

But I don't give a Phuck .

I need it .

I deserve it. I earned my break . And I'm gonna get it.

Q

> Yeah , you can kiss my A**!!!

Life of Bondage

Some times, GUYS REALLY C-A-N-N-O-T do certain jobs/tasks.

It's MALE BONDAGE.

It's a long and arduous road ahead. Will I last the distance?

Release me.

Please.

Q

Perceptions are others' alright!

We go about our daily lives trying our darnest to form the right image of ourselves in front of others.

We barely let our guard down because as much as we say that we're open and honest about who we are , in reality, the minute we step out of our homes, we almost immediately put on a mask.

A mask that says that you're attractive, capable, positive to be with etc.

And we go about rebelling that we'll we are who we are and be regardless of what others think of us.

But truth be told, people's perception of ourselves do matter.

Are they condescending? Are they faking it? Are they smitten by you, rather? Or in their eyes' you're the most obnoxious or strangest person on earth.

Q

EVERYthing & ANYthing

Coz I'm a Soldier

What could go wrong?

What could go right?

A time to prove my worth.

Shine baby. SHINE.

Q^^ ... is a Warrior

Keep it Closer

Rivals. Enemies. Competition.

Whatever you may call them.

Politics? Insecurities? Guarding their backyards?

Be close to them.

Make them closer.

Know what I mean? Heh heh heh.

Gorgeous F*ckers.

Q

Facing Le Competizion

Something which I have and she doesn't . Balls. So don't try grabbing mine.

No Sweat.

Bring it on B*tch .

That position is mine. Not yours.

Get lost.

You think that you can just sashay in and micro manage your way to it?

No.

Coz you DONT HAVE WHAT IT TAKES.

So why don't you just QUIT.

And Step. Ha!

Balls 2 u .

Q



> Seriously, it's not even her niche. So why the bull dozing? You're not capable for it. F*ck off. Seriously.

NO Life

It takes a seriously No-Life individual to sit out and critique to death a simple task plan when there are much bigger issues out there to do , think about and strive for.

There are adventures out to conquer and discover but they are still doing what they are after such a donkey-long-time; hardly surprising.

Get a life . High time.

MOVE ON.

Q

>>> At their age, the only option is Death. ^^

A Book that says nothing... of the truth

A day to look back and reflect all that had gone wrong.

And that could have been better.

And all that you thought had went well.

It will all be dearly missed.

But am glad to move on to greater things.

I reflect upon all the ups and downs and all that I've been through.

Amazing journey.

How it all has shaped who and what I am today. And perhaps even what I'd be in the future.

Will I tear? Of course.

With a bit of anger even... but yes, I will tear. A little for good times sake.

Sickeningly BZ

If only I was this strong ....merely shouldering on

You know you're too busy when you cannot afford to fall sick.

And when you have fallen sick, you know

you ought to be too sick to be busy.

Ought to. But I still am.

If I can take a break, should I???? :-/

Q

Being Self-sacrificial is noble. For fools like me. ^^P .... I really am thinking..

AM I DOING IT FOR THE RESPONSIBILITIES OF MY JOB? OR IS IT MORE OF UPKEEPING A PROFESSION AL REPUTATION FOR OTHERS TO LIKE?

EXXXhaustion

So much to do. So much.

So much hindrance getting there.

The hassle. The complications. The obstacles.

Feeling stuck . Constipated.

Exhausted.

So very.

V-E-R-Y.

It's obscene.

Q


>> The stresses of modern life... mounting expectations.

Big Black Fat A**

(I luv Angela Devi! Just had to put her pic here ... ha ha) I hate Rall, though.
One moment she pretends to be the nicest person around, helping , sharing and assisting.

Asking "How are you?" "Are you doing okay?" WATEVERRRRR...

Next moment you're a fake A** biatch.

You don't do your job. You don't do it well. You don't do NOTHING basically.

And you just can't wait to drop it all and leave.

Yeah, that's what you need to do. LEAVE.

Get LOST.

... You Big Black Fat A**.


Q

>> Yeah, I'm so talkin about Rall.
So? :P

Red Debutante

Today was the first time I served out a Red Velvet.

After months of testing, trying and persevering, I was ready to Debut.

My Bro's B-Day and was ,thus, the perfect opportunity to finally letting Others have a say.

I ought to have been a nervous wreck but surprisingly, no.

I was calm and composed and somehow, ready for constructive criticisms.

Actually, there were none.

And they LOVED IT.

SH even commented that I ought to set up Shop some day.

WOW. ^^)

Q

Meritocracy , My A**

T'was not Meant to Be???

F**k Meritocracy.

It's rubbish. A whole roll of Red Tape.

Binded around a system of inflexibility and lacking in benevolence.

Remind me again what's do good about that?

Q

Hope, Honor and Glory. ... yeah right.

>> Where meeting is but futile?