When one has lost a dearest, they feel like the whole world is a crumpling. There is this void in my life right now. A sense of purposelessness with out her existence.
I start thinking of all the times we've had and start drawing up a mental list of things I should and could have done and those that I would or should not have.
No matter, the reality is that she's gone. And will never come back.
And all I can do is moan and grieve and beat myself up for all the things I 've said, thought and done but should have not. And all that that I ought to.
No words can describe the deep sorrow I am in right now and because out of respect, this is a must for me to come full circle.
Foxxxy
> From here on, it is a turning point in my life in so many ways, both personally, professionally, socially and spiritually. It's a hard journey that I am unfortunate not being able to have her around.
A New opening chapter for me. And a closing one for her.
I'd give the world to see her face again.
Q
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