B4EVA

With the right mix. With the chemistry.

Could it B4EVA?

Will it be?

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One Fine Day

A trip up North. A chance to relax. A chance to bond.

A chance to know the Folks.

Was it?

Actually, I'd have a Island Resort Holiday... anytime.

No pretense. No stress. No image to upkeep.

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Expensive Taste: You're Worth it

I like my cars Premium.

It's the best money can buy. It shows that One's arrived.

It's a gift for someone who's worked hard and earned it.

Mini Clubman? VW Beetle? Audi A3 Sportback? BMW 1-Series?

Indulgent is the Luxury for those who Can.

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f*ck you NAZIS !!!!

What is the point of having to be in so Damn eaRly when everything else is really late late LATE?

C'mon!!! This isn't Prison Break or something.

We cannot come in late(r). We can't leave as and when we want.

" You're ten minutes late. (How dare you?!)" " You can only leave as and when we TELL YOU TO."

NAZIS !!!!

OMG.

Repressed.

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> Porn of the Oppressors :(

7 Days

She's been gone. She IS GONE.

Life goes on. We cope.

We still grieve. But when the grieving stops, she's still Gone.

So very missed.

R.I.P Foxxxy Cleopatra. ... it's been a Week.

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> My fam is beginning to find peace.

Paying to Suffer a Peace of Mind

Insurance companies are suckers.

The whole system is rotten. Corrupted.

Let's talk about car insurance for instance, the biggest bug bear of all.

You cannot even get your car on the road without one.

When you have one, you then wished you didn't. But you CAN'T.

If let's say you had an accident and YOU CAUSED an accident, OK, you yourself is fault and you'd have to foot the bill for damages incurred on the other party.
And as a result of an insurance claim, your premium goes up.

Now, what about a situation where you were at the receiving end of a errant driver? And an insurance claim is made? You WILL STILL have a RAISED PREMIUM to foot.

I mean , W. T. F ???!!!

Why should any ONE pay for damages caused by others, besides already being the very victims themselves?

It makes No Sense.

It is NONSENSE.

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>> We're just paying for the mere existence of these f**kers. :*

Blame the Parents

I was put in a Situation where I had to encounter and deal with what is possibly the most violent set of juvenile delinquents this side of the Law.

I was in a position to either break or held in esteem.

I managed the later . A pat on my back indeed.

The vulgarities and the crudeness.

A shocker definitely . And in retrospect, Blame the Parents.

Their lives are screwed because the parents only know how to procreate and not create.

I realized straight away that I needed to step up to be the calm and fatherly/brotherly figure and not reciprocate violent behavior . Because violence begets violence.

I nailed the 'Indian Chief' and all settled. :-)

I pity these street kids. They need the attention.

They really do.

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The only Break is Death itself

A sudden lost of my Dearest. A culture shock brought upon by a change in working environment. A financial wreck.

This period in my life right now Messed up.

I'm Messed Up.

It's like everything has been overwhelming and undermining this Soul.

My nerves are frayed and my heart is weakened.

Every moment right now is with a batted breath.

I find myself pacing and racing.

When will I find Peace Ville and Comfort Zone?
(There is no progression. There is no efficiency. Things I need RIGHT NOW.)

Held back and stalled... is frustrating to keep a brave front.

Who will understand?

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PS: I'm possibly on my spiral way down to depression or complete insanity...

Ashes to ashes

... Dust to Dust.

R.I.P Foxxxy Cleopatra.

.... you're back home.

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I'd give the World to see Her face again..

The only two songs I'd listen to right now.

When one has lost a dearest, they feel like the whole world is a crumpling. There is this void in my life right now. A sense of purposelessness with out her existence.

I start thinking of all the times we've had and start drawing up a mental list of things I should and could have done and those that I would or should not have.

No matter, the reality is that she's gone. And will never come back.

And all I can do is moan and grieve and beat myself up for all the things I 've said, thought and done but should have not. And all that that I ought to.

No words can describe the deep sorrow I am in right now and because out of respect, this is a must for me to come full circle.

Foxxxy
> From here on, it is a turning point in my life in so many ways, both personally, professionally, socially and spiritually. It's a hard journey that I am unfortunate not being able to have her around.

A New opening chapter for me. And a closing one for her.

I'd give the world to see her face again.

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MINI Limo

Still grieving. But life goes on.

Was at the award winning Mini Habitat this late afternoon, after a long day in bed to sleep away the blues and in constant denial and in-out hallucinations (Yes, my Little Sister , Foxxxy is a huge loss and blow to my fam.)

I'm definitely considering the VW Beetle but I had to explore other options. (Just for the sake of it?)

Honestly, I always loathed at the MINI for being a small and over priced car. So what if it drives like a dream? So what if it is stylish in side and out?

It's so darn expensive!

(It still is, BTW.)

But when the MINI Clubman came about, I realised that I could have a change of heart.

Essentially, the Clubman is like an Estate/station Wagon version of the bog standard Mini.

It's altogether a longer car which means the longer wheel base will equate to a more relaxed and comfortable ride over bumps.

It also means the boot is bigger. And most importantly, the rear passengers don't feel like they have drawn the shorter straw.

A full 8 cm longer. That's a lot.

But no, it's not a simple graft on job but an all-out effort to make the revised rear cohesive and still very retro-chic.

The most striking thing about it the split tail gate , opening smack in the middle.

And then on the driver's side, there is the Suicide doors for the rear for easier ingress and egress. And what greets you is a lot more space than a MINI ever had.

Perrrrfect.

Just like a Mazda RX8 or the Rolls Royce Phantom. Lopsided; it may be.

Yes, inside and out, the attention to detail is awe inspiring. (WOW)

The quality is top notch. (And did I tell you that I am absolutely in Luuuurrrrve with the Hot Chocolate color scheme inside out? Wooo. Faint.)

The drive is addictive. Amazing even. I always knew this was to be it's biggest draw. But didn't think it would be THIS BIG. ^^




It's still hella expensive, though.


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> Now, back to grieving...

The Need to Grieve

I feel that I have no right to party or be high even if its a means to break the tension and my mind off the misery and grieving.

But I feel a deep sense of responsibility to grieve. Because I see it as the right thing to do.

To show the respect. To show that her lost matters.

I feel that by grieving , it is the only thing I can do to help close this chapter of my life and the Final Chapter of hers.

I do not think I've been a good owner at all and I feel a need to grieve to repent my sins; whatever they were.

Her love was unrequited . And Unconditional.

Was mine ever?

Will never forget the final look she gave; one of yearning and misery .... even loneliness.

Did she know her end was near?

Is it fair that her life and death were in our hands?

I am broken.

And I want to show it because SHE MATTERS.

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Foxxxy, my dear, you'll be home soon...

Bye-Bye~ Foxxxy

My best friend, My dog.

Has gone to a better place.

> For all the experiences shared good or bad, all is in the past. All is forgiven. All will be remembered.

Your distinct character, your mannerism, YOU.

R.I.P Foxxxy Cleopatra.

For all the good times we've had over the years, thank Q.

I only wished I was a better owner. I do. I'm heart broken.

BB Pretty Girl.

Destiny's Child : Survivor

Flirty Parvarti slinked her way to a MILLION dollars.

By now we all now that Survivor: Fans Vs. Favourites winner is Parvarti Shallow.

But the other two where damn close up till the very end.

And therefore deserve special mention as my Destiny's Child: Survivors:-P

Haha.


Amanda (2nd)and Cirie (3rd) (and special mention; Natalie (4th) who's the last of the 'Fans' who made it that far).



(L-R: Natalie,Parvarti,Cirie and Amanda )

More blind-sides attempted than any other seasons of Survivor.

It was the most entertaining.

Will always be remembered as one of the best. EVER.

Ratings proved it.

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I Fill my Own Shoes

Don't cha hate it when bosses rave and wax lyrical about a certain ex-employee which they love to the bone and 'were grateful that they came along'?

C'mon ! That's the past ; move on. DON'T COMPARE.

I'm not about to

Fill no Body's Shoes.

I fill my own Shoes.

They are the biggest Size 10's in the World , thank Q very much .

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Trust No One~ Be the Beater !!!

Was trying out again.

And there can be no perfection simply because here is still a relative newbie.

The consistency in my processes is not quite there yet.

But perhaps my biggest mistake is to put my trust on others too much.

If it ain't broke, don't fix it...

Otherwise, fix it. :(

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Bad Boy

" Does he love me?", She asked.

"No he doesn't" , I answered.

"I Do."

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> I've been a bad bad boy....

The Boss

I met the BOSS today.

The person I gotta please and carry balls (if she had any that is).

>Was ten minutes late.

>Wearing a polo t-shirt a size too big where the shoulders were drooping.

>Wearing pants too short that it hung off the ankles like I'd grown 2 inches taller over night (I wish!) .

And the recent days of insomnia and long hectics hours made me look like a real panda, for sure.

She likes my personality though (Sure hope so!) .

So much for first impressions.

(Only time will tell If I'll be b oinking her or she's screwing me. ^^)
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How many Carats is that Phone? ^^

Still in pursuit of the Perfect Phone to replace my aging Motorola Razr.

(The iPhone is all hype, really and

I'm so over being a fadish mobile phone carrier which is like so , '19 years old'. So over that phase in my life

.)

A phone should be slim. Portable. Durable enough for me to drop it or place anywhere and not worried that it'll scratch it's surface.

I do not harbour it being the perfect digi-cam or mp3 player because that's just asking for it if I were to loose it.

A phone should be simple and not be filled with functions I don't need and complicate a modern day life that is already too hectic for its own good.

Simple phones with practical features that are stylish but non-pretentious either.

So I'm considering the Prism Phones by Nokia on top of these.

The Sonny Ericsson Z555i and the T650i . (Respectively)

Dusted Rose or Diamond Black? or

Midnight BLue or Precious Gold?


Luxe, I know. So me.

LOL

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Bedazzled

Supermodel Naomi.

Miss Campbell, her name itself conjures, at once, an image of ethereal perfection with her smoldering beauty, panther-esque sleekness and fierce strut as well as the epitome of being beautiful on the outside but not the inside.

Last, she was the face of Swarovski.

Behold and Bedazzled.


Bling-ed to perfection. As if she wasn't already.

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Stop Whinning NBA Man

Stop whinning like a little girl and be a Man.

All your puny life, you gave up easily and you succumbed to laziness and the general unwillingness to push for greater things in life.


See where you are now?

I empathize with you but I do not sympathize.

Because life is hard for all of us . NOT JUST 4 YOU.

Don't whine about. Make the best of it.


We're all busy people.

You're way too depressive.

NEVER GIVE UP.

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We R Davids.

David Archuleta , David Cook and Syesha Merchado. (Top to bottom respectively; picture sequence I mean)

The two Davids have been at the top of the pack from Day 1.

Consistently good. Consistently the favourites of both the judges and the voters alike.

Fingers point at an eventual ALL-DAVID finale for this seasons's American Idol.

Syesha on the other hand, is a great singer who's given laudable performances and but has never really set the stage on fire and the hearts of voters.

What's miraculous is the fact that she's been in the bottom 2 MORE times than any Idol hopeful in the history of this competition. EVER.

Week after week, she's in the bottom and barely scraping to the next round.

And still, she's come this far to be in the Top 3.


Will Lady Luck still be blessing this beautiful girl with the charming smile and sneek her into the top 2, like how she's been doing so every week?

Or will it indeed be the Battle of the Davids?

One of the most anticipated Idol seasons; like never before!

Watch this space. :)

"So, Paula, what comment would you give?" LOL

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4 girls and a Dumb Blonde

"Eric is officially the dumbest player in the History of Survivor."

quipped Parvarti.

Indeed.

4 Girls and a Dumb Blonde.

This is 4 U Eric.

You made me LMAO.

*What's the use of fighting so hard for an Immunity Idol, only to give it away at a time when you're obviously on the Line? Hahahahaha.:P

OMG

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Peace of Cake...

Faux cakes never looked so good.

Towels that you can use when the smile has faded and the tears come...

Or simply,

To wipe that smirk off your face.

(At least there's no cream...)
LOL

Jokes aside, perfect gifts. :)

0 percent Fat. 100 percent Cotton !!!

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Good? ~Good luck with that.

"Good he says."

The intimidating photographer made this comment at the end of the test shoot.

Haven't I heard this before, umpteenth times over?

In an industry that lies more than it talks, I'm experienced enough to know that it's not a guarantee I'm getting the job.

Not even close.

Fingers continue to cross; but there won't be no sleepless nights for this model.

He knows too well.

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Gender Discrimination: Guys get it too.

Those days of women screaming that opportunities are but closed doors to many of them simply because they are seen as the fairer sex, are over, me thinks.

We've got Hillary running for US President (it however irks me really does not matter here).

Some of the most powerful voices in the world today are Women; from the late Bhutto, Aung San Syu Ki, Rice, Oprah, Ellen to Tyra.

Guys are really getting the brunt these days as well.

Hands up to those fellas who've got doors slammed into THEIR faces when they tell you 'oh we're looking for a female'.

And you suddenly realise what the woo ha is all about.

Does gender make a whole lot of difference when it comes to capability?

NO.

What ever happened to Gender Equality?

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Bling Bucket

If your 24K Gold tap wasn't ostentatious enough, obviously there's little else you'd be contented with.

Now rest that fat rich butt of yours on this:

A Swarovski crystal toilet bowl.

For the rest of us , we can pretend to be loaded up to our a**es with enough money to feed a small third-world nation, by bathing in the tub filled withsoap essences that are shaped like dollar bills (by Bandai). (Check out Japan's Trend Shop)

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Loose Cannon?

I could be Real Nice and wish Miss Carey a happy and fulfilling marriage to Rapper/Actor Nick Cannon.

But I'd rather be Real.

I cannot condone the reality that this here is a possible tree-barker and skirt-chaser.

It's mighty tempting to marry a gorgeous and famous being like Mariah and if he grew up a huge fan (he is after all a full decade younger) , it's a bigger bonus.

Riding on her fame (and possibly wealth, too) is ...Priceless.

Just months before he 'hooked up' with Mariah, he was boink-ing and engaged to Supermodel Selita Ebanks.

She left the him for obvious reasons.

(Selita and Nick; happier times)
Big enough a hint to Miss Doggie Whistle, if it ain't already obvious right from the start.


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PS: Seriously, hasn't MC learn t from the epic fiasco of Whitney and Bobby?

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